I took cold medicine to sleep last night because I was still feeling quite agitated. I didn’t want to try to sleep without that help and end up staying up late with worry. I feel like I didn’t get up so many times to pee overnight, which was nice. But I was still pretty tired in the morning.
I keep feeling like I’m constantly hungry. It’s like, I have to keep eating? Really? Every day? And I laugh at myself for that because of course I need to keep on eating. I did a load of dishes in the dishwasher, and a load of laundry. I’m trying to do laundry the day after the hot springs so I get my swimsuit cleaned in a timely manner. Tomorrow is sheet change day, so I’ll be doing another load.
I have a court date that is sooner than March 6. Now I’m looking at February 20th, and there’s a possibility that I might be able to get my license before that, though after all the neglect I’ve felt with my lawyer, I’m not counting on that. I hope that the court will be over zoom, but if it isn’t then I’ll just have to figure that out, with or without the ability to drive myself.
I’ve been on a more even keel today. When I spoke with my lawyer this morning, I tried not to be emotional at all. I’m too tired to be emotional today.
I got my three walks in. No need for the Yaktrax since the only place there was still ice on my route was my driveway. I was just very careful on that part. It’s supposed to snow tonight. I’ll probably use the traction devices for the my walks tomorrow.
I had my annual performance evaluation with my boss today at work. It went fine. I’m doing my best at work, and it’s not what my best used to be, but it’s still pretty darn good. I did have a moment in a meeting this afternoon where I felt more like my old self, quickly responsive to an issue with a solution. That will probably start happening more and more as I continue to get used to the fact that Ambrose is never going to be here again.
I continued my review of Head and Neck level 1 with a set of exercises from week 2 today. It’s feeling good so far. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to do another review tomorrow because I’ll be going to a crab feed in the evening. I hope that’s a good time without Ambrose there. Maybe I’ll have some good conversations with some new people.
