The day started kind of neutral. I managed to sleep through to the alarm, and get right up to turn on the radio. I didn’t feel like eating, but eventually settled on yogurt and blueberries.
I’m trying to find acceptance with my current situation. Acceptance that things have changed, and that I made some mistakes. And while I’m not to blame for those mistakes, I must take responsibility for them. I must accept the consequences, whatever those end up being.
So it’s time to be proactive and get myself a bike so I can at least get down into town. The weather won’t always allow that, but I’ve got cold weather gear to handle biking in the winter. I’ve done winter bike commutes in Boise.
I took the trash to the transfer station today. There was a lot after David helped me clean out my kitchen. I’m so glad he was able to visit, and I can’t wait until he’s able to come out again.
Work felt better today. Like I had a bit more of a handle on things. But it was still hard to get going in the morning. I wanted to sleep. I don’t know why I keep waking up tired, but I know how to push through being tired if I need to. And I can rest if I need to.
Tomorrow I’ll be driving to McCall in the afternoon to pick up Ambrose’s drivers license from the police station. I hope to get my flu vaccine while I’m up there.