Grief

11-02-24

Three months. A whole quarter of a year. An eternity. An instant. It rained in the night, the sky mourning…

A quieter day today. Rain again in the morning. There’s snow on the mountains, when the clouds lifted enough to…

All Hallows Eve dawned rainy and dark. As if the sky was also mourning. I cried a lot today. Trying…

I didn’t get enough sleep last night, as is typical the night after choir. My brain is just so up…

Today was okay. A lot of tears, but that’s neither bad nor good. More like a fact of my current…

Another day without driving. Not a bad day, but not exactly a good day either. Both, I suppose. There were…

When Ambrose and I first hiked the Washington coast, we had several “disasters” that happened because we were not fully…

I started the morning with the loving kindness meditation again. I had a good cry, but it was still hard…

I woke up before the alarm this morning. I tried for a while to get back to sleep, but it…

I had therapy today. After a couple of kind of good days, I had a sad day today. Hard to…