Getting out of bed was still hard this morning. I’m going through some heavy emotions and it’s a struggle to focus on work. I am so looking forward to this weekend. I want to be sleeping outside in the woods. Maybe when I get back from that trip, I’ll put the tent up in the yard and see if sleeping outside at home helps. Or maybe the long weekend of sleeping outside will recharge me.
During my work breaks, I started getting packed. I found the ground cloth for my car camping tent, and put some extra pads with my sleep system bag. Tomorrow, I’ll put things in the car throughout the day. Maybe I could do that first thing to get myself out of bed?
I finished off the pasta sauce for dinner, so I’ll need to do some cooking Monday night when I get back. I’m going to hope my veggies stay okay in the fridge until then. I had a social time at the hot springs because I was too hyped up to read. It was hard not to cry there tonight. I did cry a bit, but that was while talking with my friend so it was okay.
I hope the camping site I want is available. It’s dispersed camping, but there is a trailhead with a pit toilet. I’m fine with digging a hole for poop as needed, but it’s nice to have a pit toilet. Convenient. Someone had an RV at that site when my parents and I stopped to use the toilet there. But if that’s taken, I’m prepared to keep going and find another spot. And if there aren’t any spots to be had, then I’ll figure something else out.