Another good night of sleep, despite some massive period cramps. Thank goodness for heating pads.
I dreamed of Ambrose again, I’m sure of it, though I don’t remember much of the dream. I remember kissing him.
Hanging out with an almost 2 year old is good medicine. Especially one as joyful as my friend’s. I’m looking forward to seeing him learn and grow even if I don’t get to see him very often.
I’ve been practicing my choir music in the shower. I want to sit down with the music for practice before Monday’s practice concert.
Next week will be a busy one for me. I need to get butter and cream cheese so I can make cookies for next Sunday’s concert. Still on the fence on whether to just do one jelly flavor or to also make the sweet cheese filling sand have two kinds again. The cheese is delicious…
I took my friend out to lunch. We had sushi, which reminded me of all the times I had sushi with Ambrose. The flavors made me cry. It was pretty good sushi, though I wouldn’t call it the best. The company was great though.
Got my exercises done in the evening again. One more week and I’ll be done with Knee, Ankle, Foot level 2. I’ve decided I’ll be doing Hips & Glutes level 2 next. That program will overlap with my trip to Chicago, but I think I can make it work out there. My brother had exercise equipment I can use. I’ll need to see exactly what I’ll need for those days.
I’ve been missing the ability to yell and cry at need. I am going to be doing some of that when I get home for sure.
It occurred to me this evening that I don’t feel single. I’m not in a relationship, but I really don’t feel like a single person. More like temporarily disconnected. A neither-nor.