I slept in a bit. Got out of bed around 8. Then I went on a mile snowshoe. The county road had already been plowed so I did a bit of a looping route to get the distance up where the road hadn’t been plowed yet. Took me over 30 minutes to finish the mile. I stopped a couple times to take pictures.
A neighbor plowed my driveway. I still can’t drive, but I get rides.
I don’t feel like I’ve eaten very well today. I’m trying, but it’s hard. Hard to be motivated.
I’m not feeling that hysteria from earlier in the week, but I did cry a lot today.
I think that fall yesterday tweaked my neck after all. I’m developing a headache. Doesn’t feel like my usual period headache. But maybe it is. Maybe it feels different because it’s not as bad as usual?
I finished reading Supercommunicators today. I pushed through to finish it because it was due soon. I don’t know why I couldn’t do that with the hiking book that I had from the local library in hard copy. I have been reading a lot more on my phone than in hard copy lately. The end made me cry.
I kept the moves simple again. Shoulder work and spinal oscillations, plus a little neck work.
This afternoon, my neighbor drove me to the grocery store and the transfer station. He also had an errand to run so I came along for that as well. I got to meet a new person and that was nice. I told that neighbor about the 6 months and he was sympathetic. He knows the pain will never really go away.
After I got home, I did my regular 5k Saturday walk. Well, it’s been like three weeks so does that count as regular? The snow had melted away almost completely where the road was plowed, so I didn’t need to wear my traction devices or take my trekking poles. Tomorrow morning, if it snows overnight like it’s supposed to, I’ll wear the traction and take the poles. I don’t want to fall again.
I don’t feel good. My stomach is upset, digestion out of sorts. Stress.
I just miss him.
I lit a candle for him.
With snow on the ground, I probably can’t build a pyramid tomorrow. Not sure what I’ll do, other than the early family zoom.
I played video games a lot today. A way of distraction. I’m going to head to bed soon.