I don’t feel like I got very good rest last night. Jumbles of dreams. A near constant feeling like I needed to pee, but I didn’t really need to pee. I woke up a few minutes before the alarm and got going on my walk. I got to see the stars this morning.
Work was busy and full of meetings. I’m still not feeling entirely connected to work. I even put in my self evaluation for my annual evaluation that I am still trying to figure myself out after Ambrose’s passing. His death changed me. Broke me in some ways, and I’m still putting the pieces back together.
I had a bit of a cry on my lunch walk. The mail wasn’t there yet, but I did have a brief chat with my downhill neighbor and his dog Anya. Anya, as usual, tried to lick my face, and I, as usual, prevented her from doing so. I did give her lots of petting though. She’s a sweetheart. I don’t know if he heard me crying or not.
After dinner, I went for my evening walk. It was still light out, which was nice. And then I drove into town to stop by the grocery store and get some olive oil. I was also looking for flax seed, which they didn’t have. They did have chia though, so I got a bag of that. I’ll still look for flax, but chia will do just fine. They’re both fiber boosters for my breakfast. Might be nice to mix and match.
I watched more of my Day 3 videos this evening. That was the day I came across the flock of sheep. I haven’t gotten to my videos of Skillern Peak yet. It was a short mile day, but a really good day.
I’m feeling kind of cold this evening. Even after I did my exercises. It’s supposed to snow overnight tomorrow. I hope it does. I’m even hoping for a cold rain, as long as it translates to snow in the mountains. But snow here would be best.
