I was in bed until almost 8 after getting slammed out of my dreams by the 5:30 am alarm and…
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One year ago today, Ambrose and I were visiting Big Creek. A fatal plane crash occurred. I held carry the…
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I managed to get some sleep last night, but I woke up feeling exhausted and weak from expelling everything I…
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I don’t know what from or when, but I seem to have got food poisoning today. Possibly a stomach flu.…
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I started the morning with the loving kindness meditation again. I had a good cry, but it was still hard…
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Yesterday, after a week of feeling ill to my stomach and not doing anything about it, I finally called my…
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Today was a tough day for me for a variety of reasons already recorded in my personal journal. Suffice to…
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I am a widow. But I am not alone. Even if my house were empty (which at the moment it…
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There will be no miracle. Ambrose’s brain is dying. Much of it is already dead. I am currently sitting vigil…
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After getting the not so good news, I had calls to make. I asked the doctor if he could talk…
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